Hello, everyone. I am making this post today to hopefully make up for some of the past crap I've pulled on this website. I was just reading through my old journals and statuses and stuff and, needless to say, not long after I started reading, I became angry at myself. I was a spaz, I was an asshole, I was a liar. I say I was a spaz because, well, just look at them and you'll see what I mean. The retarded titles, the stupid way I typed, things like "wot u say lmao succ my tiny chode" and stuff like that. I say I was an asshole because, well, look at the way I acted, telling people to die and stuff. What the hell was wrong with me? You guys remember Jessica? I was a complete and total ass to her and I feel terrible about it. I just wish I could take that all back. I was calling her out for no reason, picking on her all the time, cussing at her...and she never did a god damn thing to me. And for that, I am very angry at myself. And I wish I could take every word back. And I call myself a liar because, remember all those times I said I wanted to kill myself? That wasn't true. I was in a slightly depressed state and I wanted to find a way to get attention from others to see if anyone really cared. In all honesty, I've never really wanted to do that kind of thing to myself. Sure I don't like myself, but I don't want to kill myself. So, to everyone who knew me when I was like that, I just want to say I'm sorry. I'm sorry for the way I acted. I'm sorry that I treated people so poorly. And I'm sorry that I lied to your faces. I hope you guys can forgive me. I'm really sorry about that.
Oh, and if anybody can, can you tag Jessica for me? I don't remember if she blocked me or not. I want to apologize to her myself.